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Intentions, trust and stuff
written on Friday, 12 July 2013 @ 07:59 ✈
When I decided I needed a change, I thought, what is it for? I figured the primary reason is for the wrong intentions but we all have to start somewhere right? That person really opened my heart to Him unknowingly. Amazes me how strong influences can be. You're out of reach, nowhere near me, out of my league but that's okay. Our fate is already written by Allah. Who knows, I might start talking to you. Only that we have nothing to talk about... well this seem pathetic.
These days I felt that I trusted too many people but many has let me down. Maybe because poly forced me to meet too many people at once thus making me overwhelmed. I often doubt my friendship with some people. I don't want to get close to someone then he/she leaves. That makes me sad. Welp I'm just going to go with the flow. I'll start trusting those who stays.
So supppp today I finally have some free time one my hands! I'm just ignoring the fact that I haven't done my charcoal drawings. Photography classes is starting next week! I was as excited as before BDC started which I since then dread it. I'll doubt I'll dread photography. Love it. Okay abrupt endingbye.
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Intentions, trust and stuff
written on Friday, 12 July 2013 @ 07:59 ✈
When I decided I needed a change, I thought, what is it for? I figured the primary reason is for the wrong intentions but we all have to start somewhere right? That person really opened my heart to Him unknowingly. Amazes me how strong influences can be. You're out of reach, nowhere near me, out of my league but that's okay. Our fate is already written by Allah. Who knows, I might start talking to you. Only that we have nothing to talk about... well this seem pathetic.
These days I felt that I trusted too many people but many has let me down. Maybe because poly forced me to meet too many people at once thus making me overwhelmed. I often doubt my friendship with some people. I don't want to get close to someone then he/she leaves. That makes me sad. Welp I'm just going to go with the flow. I'll start trusting those who stays.
So supppp today I finally have some free time one my hands! I'm just ignoring the fact that I haven't done my charcoal drawings. Photography classes is starting next week! I was as excited as before BDC started which I since then dread it. I'll doubt I'll dread photography. Love it. Okay abrupt endingbye.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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