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So far so good. My schedule is organised but I'm stressing over the time constraint. I'm going to be super busy for July. All the best to me man.

When I decided I needed a change, I thought, what is it for? I figured the primary reason is for the wrong intentions but we all have to start somewhere right? That person really opened my heart to Him unknowingly. Amazes me how strong influences can be. You're out of reach, nowhere near me, out of my league but that's okay. Our fate is already written by Allah. Who knows, I might start talking to you. Only that we have nothing to talk about... well this seem pathetic.

These days I felt that I trusted too many people but many has let me down. Maybe because poly forced me to meet too many people at once thus making me overwhelmed. I often doubt my friendship with some people. I don't want to get close to someone then he/she leaves. That makes me sad. Welp I'm just going to go with the flow. I'll start trusting those who stays.

So supppp today I finally have some free time one my hands! I'm just ignoring the fact that I haven't done my charcoal drawings. Photography classes is starting next week! I was as excited as before BDC started which I since then dread it. I'll doubt I'll dread photography. Love it. Okay abrupt endingbye.

Currently doing Project Icarus. Such a grand name when in actual fact it's a project full of paper, not waxen wings. My mind is suddenly brought to this. What if life has a little bit of fantasy? Adventure? This world is too bland. I'd want this world to be more exciting. Like we all have powers. I want something like Avatar. I want firebending skills. I can totally imagine this world with the addition of bending powers. "Oh no my tea turned cold!" "No worries, I 'll just heat it up again with my firebending!" Or maybe the world could be like Fairy Tail. So many different kinds of powers. I want Mirajane's demon powers. Yu da sexy demun! 

Back to school, back to hectic life. So much work to do but as usual I don't know where to begin. Whatever. Back to kind of starting my work but really I'm just randomly making structures out of squares and throwing them from my bed.

The sadness! My holiday is ending in 3 days. I can't go out because of the weather conditions. If the PSI is below 100, I'd go out and do something! For now I'll just stay home and... derp. Although, I went out today heh. I was too excited because I wanted to catch Monsters University as soon as it opens in cinemas. I watched it with Hasee and we had loads of fun! Hasee was being very bimbotic today. While we were walking to the interchange, she laughed while wearing her mask and a group of guys imitated her. It was pretty awkward/funny! I sang Adventure Time's opening but her reaction was like when I showed her my drawing of Fionna... meh. So Monsters University was so worth going out in the haze. The next thing I'm going to catch is Despicable Me 2! I caaaaaan't wait!

credits: http://komicer.tumblr.com

The comic is so cute UwU So yes. I'm really sick of seeing my Twitter timeline. There are 3 categories of tweets that irked me. Yes I categorized them. Cracking puns. Constant complaints. Oh there was this particular guy. He tweeted "Why do people wear masks like it's a lifesaver? It doesn't really do much anyway." Bro, we're taking precaution here. It's much better than directly breathing the polluted air right? aRGH. 

Have the feel to blog so here I am! Been really enjoying myself for the past week but I have just one more week left of holidays. I'll look forward to BDC. I really like to draw but my skills are worse than a kid. Other than that, it'll be the other same old modules. Can't wait for photography in GC too! Really miss photography. I remember my first photography outing with the school club... was so fun with K! Looking through the pictures... why did I take a photo of a flower full of ants? Hahahaha! Really miss most of the times in ZSS. Okay now I won't get too sentimental. I have to look forward from now on! I feel so irrelevant?  Wht? I should go to sleep. I'll make a better post friday night ;;

Finally it's the holidays. Feel really relieved but anxious at the same time. Mainly because of my modules. I have to work real hard for the next term if I wanna get a good GPA. For now, I'm just gonna unwind and relax. I'm starting to learn some piano. Within this two weeks, I want to at least learn one song. Avril's Black Star. Thought it would be a good song to start off but boy the second part is so hard to learn. I can't coordinate my hands together. Gotta work hard. Really, I find peace in my mind when I just touch the keyboard. Being able to make such wonderful sounds (well for a beginner to me it is really nice lol). Gotta go practice more now. Goodbye!

So far so good. My schedule is organised but I'm stressing over the time constraint. I'm going to be super busy for July. All the best to me man.

When I decided I needed a change, I thought, what is it for? I figured the primary reason is for the wrong intentions but we all have to start somewhere right? That person really opened my heart to Him unknowingly. Amazes me how strong influences can be. You're out of reach, nowhere near me, out of my league but that's okay. Our fate is already written by Allah. Who knows, I might start talking to you. Only that we have nothing to talk about... well this seem pathetic.

These days I felt that I trusted too many people but many has let me down. Maybe because poly forced me to meet too many people at once thus making me overwhelmed. I often doubt my friendship with some people. I don't want to get close to someone then he/she leaves. That makes me sad. Welp I'm just going to go with the flow. I'll start trusting those who stays.

So supppp today I finally have some free time one my hands! I'm just ignoring the fact that I haven't done my charcoal drawings. Photography classes is starting next week! I was as excited as before BDC started which I since then dread it. I'll doubt I'll dread photography. Love it. Okay abrupt endingbye.

Currently doing Project Icarus. Such a grand name when in actual fact it's a project full of paper, not waxen wings. My mind is suddenly brought to this. What if life has a little bit of fantasy? Adventure? This world is too bland. I'd want this world to be more exciting. Like we all have powers. I want something like Avatar. I want firebending skills. I can totally imagine this world with the addition of bending powers. "Oh no my tea turned cold!" "No worries, I 'll just heat it up again with my firebending!" Or maybe the world could be like Fairy Tail. So many different kinds of powers. I want Mirajane's demon powers. Yu da sexy demun! 

Back to school, back to hectic life. So much work to do but as usual I don't know where to begin. Whatever. Back to kind of starting my work but really I'm just randomly making structures out of squares and throwing them from my bed.

The sadness! My holiday is ending in 3 days. I can't go out because of the weather conditions. If the PSI is below 100, I'd go out and do something! For now I'll just stay home and... derp. Although, I went out today heh. I was too excited because I wanted to catch Monsters University as soon as it opens in cinemas. I watched it with Hasee and we had loads of fun! Hasee was being very bimbotic today. While we were walking to the interchange, she laughed while wearing her mask and a group of guys imitated her. It was pretty awkward/funny! I sang Adventure Time's opening but her reaction was like when I showed her my drawing of Fionna... meh. So Monsters University was so worth going out in the haze. The next thing I'm going to catch is Despicable Me 2! I caaaaaan't wait!

credits: http://komicer.tumblr.com

The comic is so cute UwU So yes. I'm really sick of seeing my Twitter timeline. There are 3 categories of tweets that irked me. Yes I categorized them. Cracking puns. Constant complaints. Oh there was this particular guy. He tweeted "Why do people wear masks like it's a lifesaver? It doesn't really do much anyway." Bro, we're taking precaution here. It's much better than directly breathing the polluted air right? aRGH. 

Have the feel to blog so here I am! Been really enjoying myself for the past week but I have just one more week left of holidays. I'll look forward to BDC. I really like to draw but my skills are worse than a kid. Other than that, it'll be the other same old modules. Can't wait for photography in GC too! Really miss photography. I remember my first photography outing with the school club... was so fun with K! Looking through the pictures... why did I take a photo of a flower full of ants? Hahahaha! Really miss most of the times in ZSS. Okay now I won't get too sentimental. I have to look forward from now on! I feel so irrelevant?  Wht? I should go to sleep. I'll make a better post friday night ;;

Finally it's the holidays. Feel really relieved but anxious at the same time. Mainly because of my modules. I have to work real hard for the next term if I wanna get a good GPA. For now, I'm just gonna unwind and relax. I'm starting to learn some piano. Within this two weeks, I want to at least learn one song. Avril's Black Star. Thought it would be a good song to start off but boy the second part is so hard to learn. I can't coordinate my hands together. Gotta work hard. Really, I find peace in my mind when I just touch the keyboard. Being able to make such wonderful sounds (well for a beginner to me it is really nice lol). Gotta go practice more now. Goodbye!

Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there.

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